And So It Begins…


The night before Darwin’s hike was filled with laughter, a delicious home cooked meal and friends. Gear was packed and repacked as I watched from a safe distance and then sleep came. In the morning we woke up and talked over coffee then loaded up for the drive to Campo, CA.

We found our way up a dusty bumpy hill unsure if we were in the right place until the monument popped into view. Along with the monument was Phantom, a joyful PCTA volunteer answering questions and providing the first trail register for hikers to sign. I watched as Darwin scribbled his name, making the start of his hike even more official. I had the urge to sign it too but realized it was not mine to sign this time. This was not my path to follow.

I took pictures of Darwin and his friend Jaymes who would be starting out with him. I hugged Darwin and tried to bury myself in his beard, breathing him in.  It was time. I could see it in his eyes. He was no longer mine but the trail’s and he turned to answer its calling.

I drove away from the monument and into a day full of driving, grocery shopping, and new responsibilities. I was able to help my first hiker. I found him on the side of the road barefoot, never a good sign. He was of course experiencing foot issues and so I gave him a ride into town. He apologized for his smell and I thanked him for it. He was already talking about home; I tried to tell him to stay.

I have ended my day close to the trail, hikers camping in the distance. I’m exhausted from the wide array of emotions I have felt. I peer sleepy out of the window of the van; the sky is big and full of stars. A large moon lights up the desert floor. I try to be part of all this.


(A Morning View From My First Night Solo In the Van)

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16 thoughts on “And So It Begins…

  1. Awwww, Snuggles…your Senior Fan Club of Gilbert, AZ🌵🦂is sending an air hug 🤗 Can’t wait to hear your perspective and gal travels! Journal it all, so you can make comparisons for your book.
    I’m sure it was a mixed bag of emotions, as all learning experiences are. You’re a strong, courageous woman, and we gals are all aware that behind every successful guy…well, you know! Lead on, oh Snuggles, the ADVENTURE AWAITS!! ❤️Lisa

  2. Behind and ofttimes ahead of every good or great man is a wonderful and loving soul mate. You are that and more, Darwin is better for it.

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